Smirnoff ice cold to the touch
A front law newly mowed
The idiotic idea that the truth would never come
Night sky filled with stars
You said my smile led them
Little did I know, monsters have charm that I never saw
I waited with a monster- for you
The monster saw my eyes
Said it wasn't meant to be
I thought you'd slay my monster
You weren't ready for that- you didn't know I needed saving
He broke me
My body, my mind and my trust
I thought I deserved this
To be raped- I thought it was normal
I wish you saved me sooner than later
I wish to go back
Wishing you to hold me while I cried
Wishing I had saved myself that night
That was last lovely, I felt the pain
That was absolutely beautiful